Five months out

It's close to the middle of may. I've been living alone for over five months. It does agree with me, in some ways, not in some. It's just another way of being. Living.

Less then two weeks to the huge math exam, less then five days to the next pre-test. I'll be sitting with my nose in the books all friday through monday. I need to get it beat.

I'm so looking forward to a school break. If it wasn't for school, the job would be enjoyable. And probably, a bit, vice versa. But not toghether. That I've had 60-90 hour work weeks... it's been to much. And I really, really can't put myself through that again.

Working on my mental balancing act. So far, 3 out of 4 pre-tests completed. The one I missed I couldn't study for. And two of them, I got 100% score on. And I was the only one both times. But... why is it so hard to belive that I know my shit?

Just finished making food for the week. Seven portions of tomato/bean sauce. 250kcal each, just make pasta or rice, and eat.

Also something I'll be glad to get back into, a exercise regiment. A guitar practice regiment, and... peace. And friends. And music. And roleplaying. And... love.