Scared

I so wish I could figure out a way to handle myself. Seven days until the math course starts. And my body is seriously reacting to the anexiety.

It was just horribly difficult trying to fall asleep yesterday. And I burned myself on my nightlight, tossing and turning.

The emotions become so big that I can't focus on anything else. Like, actually doing things.

I demand so much of myself. Wish so much from myself. But all this... pressure... makes me unable.